17 goin 18 o(O.O)o hard but still going TP design school(industrial&production desing)
LOVE AIR RIFLE!!! ((: LOVES ARCHERY+))
Eminem - Beautiful.mp3 BUCKET LIST:
- RUNWITHYOURUNFORU
- Enter national team for air rifle guys,
- MY TWO PROMISE I MADE TO GABRIEL!!!I MUS FUFILL!!!
- Bungee jump=)
- Drive a FERRARI and a LAMBORGHINI at top speed!!!
- Sky diving=)
- BE WITH E ONE I LOVE TILL DE END OF MYLIFE=)
wahahahas. even i dont know how i'm fellin now lor hahas. stupid rite. well... i don talk about it much. i think alot. but in the end i still cant come to a answer. hahas:) i feel lots of things... i don say it out. i don think i show it too hehes. mos of the time becausee the crowd too happi le:) den i also follow happi happi lor... i feel sad. i feel happi. i feel disapointed. i feel stressed. i feel confused. yeah:) wish dat someone can tel me how i'm feelin hahas. stupid-.- lik dat would happened... well maybe i can get a pet. a dog or a cat. den i blurt everi damn thing out... dem he jus seat there and listen... wahahahas... dogs got this eyes that show when they realli listening to u... dey don say anythin... but they listen and jus eat there... wow... maybe we should learn more from dogs wahahahahs. damn... dis is a rather long post eh:) well... deeep... deeeeeeep... deeeeeeeeeeep... down... maybe i'm jus an idiot who havent learn to let go... OR... i'm jus stupid... OR... there is realli and answer i'm searching... OR... errs... dats all i can think for now... well... i don lik the feeling of changin in order to be in someones goodbooks... why do I have to change??? i' me:) and i lik it de best when i'm me:) i feel fustrated when i have to force myself down... cover up... wear a mask... gets realli hot wahahahahs... so... i decided to go out everiday with out dat mask:) who cares weither u think i'm not funni... who cares if u think i'm lame??? who cares if i'm not more handsome den u??? wahahahs... cause i know there will always be someone who hates me... and there will be those who lik me:) sia lah... dis post realli dem long:) dat shld be longer den enough for those who keep lookin at my blog and go: "wth-.-never update again" wahahahs HOWEVER... i'm not done spamming yet... i found out that if you don go and care so much about ur pace during runnin... yupp... u don go as fas.. but u are more relax... and the run seems easier... and!!! u got more energy to chiong at de ending... think i nxt week gonna start runnin 2 rounds bah... followed by 3... den take a break... let the leg rest... den go again... now is stamina training first... later den speed training... for those who are askin why i'm running??? its a secret:P hahas... no lah... i training for standart charted maraton... this year... i aiming for 45min:) support me if u can:) bitch me if u don:) and run if me if u ken:) wahahahas... purposly added de las line... bye!!!:)
